| You know, if you saw me in person and saw how shy a person I truly am, you probably wouldn't have such harsh words for me.
I also want to further emphasize that I WASN'T avoiding this girl. I wanted to see her everyday if possible. However, I stopped recieving replies to the text-messages I sent her and calling her was outside of my comfort zone (though I was all set to call her last week, but I ended up not needing to).
But, you know what? If I reveal my feelings without being sure that there's a chance they will be returned, it will probably destroy the friendship. If not on her part, definitely on mine, since I will be too embarassed/awkward to show my face around her again. |