[Crazyswordsman]

It seems like every time I do a good deed, it goes punished.

I, CSM, who has never had a girlfriend to care about me, gave up my seat on a bus home from a winery tour (which was VERY late) so that someone could sit with HIS girlfriend. Then my best friend and his girl were the last two allowed on the bus before the security guard started beating us to get back from the bus. I, CSM, who has never had a girlfriend to care about me or someone to cheer me up when I was upset, was lonely again, far away from my house with a dead cellphone so I couldn't talk to anyone I knew.

I am a lonely man and will probably stay that way, no matter how hard I try to do good things. I'm a complete wreck.

And please, those of you who usually mock me and my vents, I'm going to ask you very nicely to please not mock me this time because I am REALLY upset. I did something good for someone and didn't even get a word of thanks, and thus had to go home alone. I just need to talk to people and hopefully get a hug that's big enough to make me close my eyes and relax. -CSM