Odd...

Super Murdero Bros. · 02-22-2007, 10:01 PM

Today at school I saw my ex walking hand in hand with another boy. They hugged, and from what I could tell, kissed. I always thought that if I had ever seen that I would be filled with jealous rage. But no, I didn't feel jealous at all. As strange as it sounds, I actually felt happy for her. I was glad she had found another person to love. In fact, I felt as though all of my anxieties and woes over leaving this girl simply evaporated. I don't feel anything towards her anymore, other than happiness over her finding someone new.

WTF is wrong with me!? You mean to tell me I've been whining since September over losing her, when all it took to make me get over her was for her to get a boyfriend? Or is this just a little phase, and by tonight I'll be crying and self-cutting in a fetal position in my bed? WTF!?

MC Mushi Mo · 02-22-2007, 10:06 PM

^ It's called acceptance, or resolution. I know you're used to things being ****ed up, but this is a good thing. Trust me.

Super Murdero Bros. · 02-22-2007, 10:09 PM

My theory is I've always been so worried about how things could have been, and how by some cosmic screw-up we might have another chance together, but now that she's taken, I can rest easily knowing that we never will have another chance together, and I need to live with that. Besides, new girl > old girl.

Kain Highwind · 02-22-2007, 10:25 PM

Good. Think that way.

Super Murdero Bros. · 02-22-2007, 10:26 PM

It's freaking me out, though.

Demonicus Prime · 02-22-2007, 10:29 PM

There's still hope, man.

Valentine · 02-22-2007, 11:14 PM

It's because you've found VGF Val. Now that VGF is in your life everything is all peaches and cream.

Super Murdero Bros. · 02-23-2007, 01:10 AM

^ Uh... I've been aware of VGF since June. And from September through just now, I've felt like ****. Explain that.

Super Murdero Bros. · 02-23-2007, 09:08 PM

Okay, I talked to my ex today, and yes, she does have a new boyfriend. I told her I was happy for her, she asked me how my endeavors with New Girl were going, we talked for a bit... I seem fine with her, she seems fine with me.

For once, everything is as it should be between me and her.

Demonicus Prime · 02-23-2007, 10:07 PM

Good. Something usually happens to work everything out. I'm glad for you.

02-22-2007, 10:01 PM	#1
Super Murdero Bros. I'm-a gonna kill you! Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Either UN's bed or Andre's bed. Gender: Posts: 13,504 Thanks: 908 Thanked 1,537 Times in 739 Posts Points: 214.51 Bank: 110,726.15 Total Points: 110,940.66 Donate	Odd... Today at school I saw my ex walking hand in hand with another boy. They hugged, and from what I could tell, kissed. I always thought that if I had ever seen that I would be filled with jealous rage. But no, I didn't feel jealous at all. As strange as it sounds, I actually felt happy for her. I was glad she had found another person to love. In fact, I felt as though all of my anxieties and woes over leaving this girl simply evaporated. I don't feel anything towards her anymore, other than happiness over her finding someone new. WTF is wrong with me!? You mean to tell me I've been whining since September over losing her, when all it took to make me get over her was for her to get a boyfriend? Or is this just a little phase, and by tonight I'll be crying and self-cutting in a fetal position in my bed? WTF!?

02-22-2007, 10:06 PM	#2
MC Mushi Mo Look Into My Eyes, You Blood-Thirsty Thing... Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: That one place. Gender: Posts: 6,655 Thanks: 124 Thanked 312 Times in 248 Posts Points: 14,223.23 Bank: 72,366.26 Total Points: 86,589.49 Donate	^ It's called acceptance, or resolution. I know you're used to things being ****ed up, but this is a good thing. Trust me.

02-22-2007, 10:09 PM	#3
Super Murdero Bros. I'm-a gonna kill you! Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Either UN's bed or Andre's bed. Gender: Posts: 13,504 Thanks: 908 Thanked 1,537 Times in 739 Posts Points: 214.51 Bank: 110,726.15 Total Points: 110,940.66 Donate	My theory is I've always been so worried about how things could have been, and how by some cosmic screw-up we might have another chance together, but now that she's taken, I can rest easily knowing that we never will have another chance together, and I need to live with that. Besides, new girl > old girl.

02-22-2007, 10:25 PM	#4
Kain Highwind Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Pending. Gender: Posts: 5,789 Thanks: 127 Thanked 117 Times in 82 Posts Points: 6,525.81 Bank: 47,139.19 Total Points: 53,665.00 Donate	Good. Think that way.

02-22-2007, 10:26 PM	#5
Super Murdero Bros. I'm-a gonna kill you! Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Either UN's bed or Andre's bed. Gender: Posts: 13,504 Thanks: 908 Thanked 1,537 Times in 739 Posts Points: 214.51 Bank: 110,726.15 Total Points: 110,940.66 Donate	It's freaking me out, though.

02-22-2007, 10:29 PM	#6
Demonicus Prime Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: I Pity The Fool Who Confuses Me With Someone Other Than YoshiFreak. Gender: Posts: 2,978 Thanks: 585 Thanked 111 Times in 75 Posts Points: 17,123.09 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 17,123.09 Donate	There's still hope, man.

02-22-2007, 11:14 PM	#7
Valentine Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: Rural NZ. There are lots of sheep here. Gender: Posts: 6,933 Thanks: 22 Thanked 60 Times in 43 Posts Points: 15,178.45 Bank: 89,415.92 Total Points: 104,594.37 Donate	It's because you've found VGF Val. Now that VGF is in your life everything is all peaches and cream.

02-23-2007, 01:10 AM	#8
Super Murdero Bros. I'm-a gonna kill you! Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Either UN's bed or Andre's bed. Gender: Posts: 13,504 Thanks: 908 Thanked 1,537 Times in 739 Posts Points: 214.51 Bank: 110,726.15 Total Points: 110,940.66 Donate	^ Uh... I've been aware of VGF since June. And from September through just now, I've felt like ****. Explain that.

02-23-2007, 09:08 PM	#9
Super Murdero Bros. I'm-a gonna kill you! Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Either UN's bed or Andre's bed. Gender: Posts: 13,504 Thanks: 908 Thanked 1,537 Times in 739 Posts Points: 214.51 Bank: 110,726.15 Total Points: 110,940.66 Donate	Okay, I talked to my ex today, and yes, she does have a new boyfriend. I told her I was happy for her, she asked me how my endeavors with New Girl were going, we talked for a bit... I seem fine with her, she seems fine with me. For once, everything is as it should be between me and her.

02-23-2007, 10:07 PM	#10
Demonicus Prime Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: I Pity The Fool Who Confuses Me With Someone Other Than YoshiFreak. Gender: Posts: 2,978 Thanks: 585 Thanked 111 Times in 75 Posts Points: 17,123.09 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 17,123.09 Donate	Good. Something usually happens to work everything out. I'm glad for you.