When I found out about this forum on the internet as Nintendoland back in 1999, it was a joyful and colorful place filled with all sorts of interesting info on games(like the N64 FF6 Beta) as well as stories of fights between game characters. My first post(as Keaton Pikachu) was based on Monty Python + Zelda; and I wanted to be creative with new boards(bad at RPing), but I grew envious of the high post counts of the other members and so I tried to catch up, but in the process angered and ruined a lot of members with my reckless antics(with a Kefka avatar. ), bad behavior and inner Nightmare side(my parents bought Soul Calibur 2 in 2002). I wound up having severe insomnia and fell back behind at school(had no idea how many members were my classmates) in 2006, and started to mellow out on imageboards where the same bad spirit infected others. I had no idea how bad trolling forums could be (I didn't know how badly it could crush people's spirits), and for that I'm sorry. I apologize. Right now I just feel trapped in my sins that I want forgiven and oaths that I just want broken. I'm still keeping my nightmare side at bay, and because of that, I don't want any praise.