*sniff sniff*

**Crazyswordsman** · 02-28-2008, 02:00 AM

Okay, a rotten February had to have the worst ending. And it did.

My great uncle Phil, who was a great jazz musician and I always looked up to when I played my saxophone, died.

I loved him so much and I'm so upset I never had a chance to say goodbye. -CSM

**Booyakasha** · 02-28-2008, 02:23 AM

Sorry to hear that, man.

***ZeldaGirl*** · 02-28-2008, 11:57 AM

I'm so sorry for you, CSM. I lost my uncle around this time last year too - it sucks, horribly.

* ZeldaGirl gives CSM hugs

The Doctor · 02-28-2008, 12:26 PM

Sorry to hear this CSM.

Unleash Nixon · 02-28-2008, 05:01 PM

*hugs* My condolences, CSM. Losing someone you admire is never easy. I lost my grandma, the one person I looked up to, last February. It's good that you have memories of him because now you can always keep him tucked away in your memory.

I hate the feeling of how when someone dies how we feel like the world should stop to comfort us because it never does. It's kind of like the world's way of nudging us forward to keep moving. Sure, they can stay in your memory, but try not to focus too much on the hurt. I like this quote by Abraham Lincoln: "I am a slow walker, but I never walk backwards." Take your time to heal. It's going to take time. I'm sorry, man.

X-3 · 02-28-2008, 06:34 PM

I'm very sorry about your loss, CSM. It's always hard to lose someone you know very well and look up to...

DELICIOUS POISON · 02-28-2008, 07:51 PM

That's a bunch of suck. Try and remember him for what he loved, and appreciate those things for him now that he's not around. Helps me deal with loss a little bit, even if it hurts.

Inferno Dragon · 02-28-2008, 10:53 PM

damn, I know how you feel man, I lost my grandfather last summer and I'm still not completely over it. I didn't even get to see him in his last moments, I was at the videogames live concert when it happened, I didn't know until after the concert was over and even though I was a 21 year old man I cried so hard when I got home that night. even thinking about it now make me want to let it all out again.

I'm sorry for your loss, may he rest in peace.

**Crazyswordsman** · 02-29-2008, 02:08 PM

If you can believe it....he lived into his 90s. From what I heard he just....stopped...

Thanks everyone

-CSM

HCl- HydroCuccoLadic Acid · 02-29-2008, 10:15 PM

It's great he lived so long. I have a great aunt in her 90s as well, who is also not doing well. I've actually yet to experience this... but know always that he had a nice, long, good life surrounded by loved ones.

He'll live on inside you.

Glad you're feeling a bit better.

Chop Chop Master Onion · 02-29-2008, 10:23 PM

I'm so sorry, CSM. It really does suck to lose someone close to you, especially someone you look up to. My condolences, mate.

02-28-2008, 02:00 AM	#1
Crazyswordsman RPG Mod Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Booyaville (yeah!) Gender: Posts: 8,578 Thanks: 633 Thanked 468 Times in 310 Posts Points: 166,857.08 Bank: 77,775.54 Total Points: 244,632.62 Donate	*sniff sniff* Okay, a rotten February had to have the worst ending. And it did. My great uncle Phil, who was a great jazz musician and I always looked up to when I played my saxophone, died. I loved him so much and I'm so upset I never had a chance to say goodbye. -CSM

02-28-2008, 02:23 AM	#2
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Inferno Dragon Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2001 Location: Planet Draco Gender: Posts: 5,962 Thanks: 52 Thanked 33 Times in 26 Posts Points: 38,342.22 Bank: 31,881.39 Total Points: 70,223.61 Donate	damn, I know how you feel man, I lost my grandfather last summer and I'm still not completely over it. I didn't even get to see him in his last moments, I was at the videogames live concert when it happened, I didn't know until after the concert was over and even though I was a 21 year old man I cried so hard when I got home that night. even thinking about it now make me want to let it all out again. I'm sorry for your loss, may he rest in peace. Last edited by Inferno Dragon; 02-28-2008 at 10:59 PM.

02-28-2008, 11:57 AM	#3
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Unleash Nixon Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Some say hell, I say paradise. Gender: Posts: 6,332 Thanks: 246 Thanked 310 Times in 220 Posts Points: 8,434.22 Bank: 64,500.54 Total Points: 72,934.75 Donate	hugs My condolences, CSM. Losing someone you admire is never easy. I lost my grandma, the one person I looked up to, last February. It's good that you have memories of him because now you can always keep him tucked away in your memory. I hate the feeling of how when someone dies how we feel like the world should stop to comfort us because it never does. It's kind of like the world's way of nudging us forward to keep moving. Sure, they can stay in your memory, but try not to focus too much on the hurt. I like this quote by Abraham Lincoln: "I am a slow walker, but I never walk backwards." Take your time to heal. It's going to take time. I'm sorry, man.

02-28-2008, 06:34 PM	#6
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02-29-2008, 02:08 PM	#9
Crazyswordsman RPG Mod Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Booyaville (yeah!) Gender: Posts: 8,578 Thanks: 633 Thanked 468 Times in 310 Posts Points: 166,857.08 Bank: 77,775.54 Total Points: 244,632.62 Donate	If you can believe it....he lived into his 90s. From what I heard he just....stopped... Thanks everyone -CSM

02-29-2008, 10:15 PM	#10
HCl- HydroCuccoLadic Acid Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: in a bag of potato chips. Potato chips of LOVE. Gender: Posts: 4,670 Thanks: 1,274 Thanked 415 Times in 346 Posts Points: 4,706.14 Bank: 149,596.47 Total Points: 154,302.61 Donate	It's great he lived so long. I have a great aunt in her 90s as well, who is also not doing well. I've actually yet to experience this... but know always that he had a nice, long, good life surrounded by loved ones. He'll live on inside you. Glad you're feeling a bit better.

02-29-2008, 10:23 PM	#11
Chop Chop Master Onion KICK, PUNCH, IT'S ALL IN YOUR MIND Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Either UN's bed or Andre's bed. Gender: Posts: 13,957 Thanks: 981 Thanked 1,691 Times in 809 Posts Points: 268.98 Bank: 122,690.75 Total Points: 122,959.73 Donate	I'm so sorry, CSM. It really does suck to lose someone close to you, especially someone you look up to. My condolences, mate.