I feel REALLY REALLY BAD right now. - VGF

**Crazyswordsman** · 05-09-2008, 08:35 PM

It seems like every time I do a good deed, it goes punished.

I, CSM, who has never had a girlfriend to care about me, gave up my seat on a bus home from a winery tour (which was VERY late) so that someone could sit with HIS girlfriend. Then my best friend and his girl were the last two allowed on the bus before the security guard started beating us to get back from the bus. I, CSM, who has never had a girlfriend to care about me or someone to cheer me up when I was upset, was lonely again, far away from my house with a dead cellphone so I couldn't talk to anyone I knew.

I am a lonely man and will probably stay that way, no matter how hard I try to do good things. I'm a complete wreck.

And please, those of you who usually mock me and my vents, I'm going to ask you very nicely to please not mock me this time because I am REALLY upset. I did something good for someone and didn't even get a word of thanks, and thus had to go home alone. I just need to talk to people and hopefully get a hug that's big enough to make me close my eyes and relax. -CSM

**Dr. Horrible** · 05-09-2008, 08:42 PM

Pretty lame of your friend not to wait for a bus the three of you could get on like that.

Irby · 05-09-2008, 08:44 PM

You'll find someone special someday.

Smarmy Vent · 05-09-2008, 08:50 PM

Dude, if you stay so pessimistic about things, then they'll always be that way. Keep a better outlook on life, man, and things will get better.

If you want proof, go back and read some of my older topics in the Venting and Relationships forums. Is that Val this Val, dude?

**Crazyswordsman** · 05-09-2008, 08:52 PM

^It's hard, Val. I need your help. -CSM

Smarmy Vent · 05-09-2008, 08:56 PM

Well, I'm here for you, man.

Bomby · 05-09-2008, 08:59 PM

I, Bomby, who has never even been given a chance by any of the girls he's asked out, sympathize.

User Name · 05-09-2008, 10:06 PM

*bear hugs* Like Val said, if you keep a positive outlook on life and a smile on your face, even the bad things won't hurt as much. It's really hard, we've all been in a place where we feel like we're unloved, but you're never alone. People always care about you. Plus, you've got some friends here that would love to help. If you ever need to talk or to vent or a cyberhug, PM me. Keep your chin up. A smile is more attractive than a frown.

LinkManDX... FACE · 05-09-2008, 11:38 PM

I know life lets you down at times, but you have to realize that no matter how bad it looks now, if you keep going at it, things will get better.

**Booyakasha** · 05-10-2008, 12:00 AM

Keep it together, bro.

You say you're out there trying to do the right thing, and you're a wreck because the world doesn't seem to appreciate it? I tell you what, mac--you're not a wreck. The real wreckage are people who just don't give a damn about anyone. That's being fundamentally broken, right there.

X-3 · 05-10-2008, 07:25 AM

You are not a wreck. Stop telling yourself that right now. People who are nice and give up things such as bus seats are NOT "wrecks".

You'll find someone one day. Keep your head high, and, as other have said, keep a positive attitude.

The Doctor · 05-10-2008, 09:11 AM

As long as you keep smiling and moving, life willn't hold you back.

wariovswario · 05-10-2008, 10:31 AM

Dr.Seuss once said something great.

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Just keep being yourself and don't ever change. The more you TRY to become popular the less popular you will become. You have to let things go by naturally. You also need to relax and start becoming more outgoing. Join a sports team or something.

Tazy_10 · 05-10-2008, 10:38 AM

It's the fact that you did a good thing that is good enough.

Sarai and Samiel · 05-10-2008, 11:07 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Crazyswordsman

I did something good for someone and didn't even get a word of thanks...

Bummer. But....

Keep it up. Someone's going to notice, and start keeping an eye on you.

I may not have any faith in religion or outside forces, but I have faith in the good people out there.

speed is OVER 9000 · 05-10-2008, 11:24 AM

CSM we have had some disagreements in the past, but I know that someone who is as awesome as you won't go through this crap much longer.

wariovswario · 05-10-2008, 12:18 PM

CSM you are 23 right? Why don't you try going out to a bar or something? Great place to meet some friends and stuff.

Otherwise if you keep moping around like this it sounds like you might suffer from depression as well as your self-diagnosed aspergers. Although, it's starting to sound more and more like you have depression.

CuccoLady · 05-10-2008, 12:40 PM

If you were able to do something nice like that, you are ANYTHING but a wreck. You are a REALLY nice guy who needs to have a little more confidence. Trust me-- you'll get a girl. I guarantee it. The sensible ones prefer nice guys, anyway. :]

**Crazyswordsman** · 05-10-2008, 01:09 PM

WvW: Because bars really aren't that fun if you go alone. Everyone likes to think it's all a lot of fun and games, but it's often a disappointment. You'll learn as you get older.

Thanks to everyone who responded. -CSM

Bomby · 05-10-2008, 04:21 PM

WvW: Bars are NOT a place to look for love. Not if you want a working relationship between two responsible people.

05-09-2008, 08:35 PM	#1
Crazyswordsman RPG Mod Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Booyaville (yeah!) Gender: Posts: 7,988 Thanks: 538 Thanked 374 Times in 257 Posts Points: 127,276.75 Bank: 26,695.24 Total Points: 153,971.98 Donate	I feel REALLY REALLY BAD right now. It seems like every time I do a good deed, it goes punished. I, CSM, who has never had a girlfriend to care about me, gave up my seat on a bus home from a winery tour (which was VERY late) so that someone could sit with HIS girlfriend. Then my best friend and his girl were the last two allowed on the bus before the security guard started beating us to get back from the bus. I, CSM, who has never had a girlfriend to care about me or someone to cheer me up when I was upset, was lonely again, far away from my house with a dead cellphone so I couldn't talk to anyone I knew. I am a lonely man and will probably stay that way, no matter how hard I try to do good things. I'm a complete wreck. And please, those of you who usually mock me and my vents, I'm going to ask you very nicely to please not mock me this time because I am REALLY upset. I did something good for someone and didn't even get a word of thanks, and thus had to go home alone. I just need to talk to people and hopefully get a hug that's big enough to make me close my eyes and relax. -CSM

05-10-2008, 12:00 AM	#10
Booyakasha Mod of War Join Date: Nov 2000 Location: Wisconsinland Gender: Posts: 6,812 Thanks: 75 Thanked 340 Times in 221 Posts Points: 10,047.64 Bank: 20,637.07 Total Points: 30,684.71 Donate	Keep it together, bro. You say you're out there trying to do the right thing, and you're a wreck because the world doesn't seem to appreciate it? I tell you what, mac--you're not a wreck. The real wreckage are people who just don't give a damn about anyone. That's being fundamentally broken, right there. __________________ Boo--the only dude bad enough to rescue the president

05-10-2008, 10:31 AM	#13
wariovswario Don't ban me please. :( Join Date: Jul 2000 Gender: Posts: 4,016 Thanks: 82 Thanked 54 Times in 37 Posts Blog Entries: 2 Points: 617.50 Bank: 417,388.21 Total Points: 418,005.71 Donate	Dr.Seuss once said something great. Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Just keep being yourself and don't ever change. The more you TRY to become popular the less popular you will become. You have to let things go by naturally. You also need to relax and start becoming more outgoing. Join a sports team or something. __________________ Hold that thought, the bat signal! ~SML SML, always in a hurry when he's about to get in trouble.

05-10-2008, 12:18 PM	#17
wariovswario Don't ban me please. :( Join Date: Jul 2000 Gender: Posts: 4,016 Thanks: 82 Thanked 54 Times in 37 Posts Blog Entries: 2 Points: 617.50 Bank: 417,388.21 Total Points: 418,005.71 Donate	CSM you are 23 right? Why don't you try going out to a bar or something? Great place to meet some friends and stuff. Otherwise if you keep moping around like this it sounds like you might suffer from depression as well as your self-diagnosed aspergers. Although, it's starting to sound more and more like you have depression. __________________ Hold that thought, the bat signal! ~SML SML, always in a hurry when he's about to get in trouble.

05-09-2008, 08:42 PM	#2
Dr. Horrible PP&R Mod Current Events Mod Join Date: Jun 2000 Location: More important than where is when.... Gender: Posts: 6,342 Thanks: 105 Thanked 295 Times in 178 Posts Points: 2,570.97 Bank: 1,903,253.12 Total Points: 1,905,824.09 Donate	Pretty lame of your friend not to wait for a bus the three of you could get on like that.

05-09-2008, 08:44 PM	#3
Irby Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Canada, Eh. Gender: Posts: 6,448 Thanks: 306 Thanked 93 Times in 78 Posts Blog Entries: 5 Points: 37,666.60 Bank: 13,655.09 Total Points: 51,321.69 Donate	You'll find someone special someday.

05-09-2008, 08:50 PM	#4
Smarmy Vent The night is darkest just before the dawn. Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Gotham Gender: Posts: 12,671 Thanks: 728 Thanked 1,147 Times in 606 Posts Points: 170.42 Bank: 117,545.15 Total Points: 117,715.57 Donate	Dude, if you stay so pessimistic about things, then they'll always be that way. Keep a better outlook on life, man, and things will get better. If you want proof, go back and read some of my older topics in the Venting and Relationships forums. Is that Val this Val, dude?

05-09-2008, 08:52 PM	#5
Crazyswordsman RPG Mod Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Booyaville (yeah!) Gender: Posts: 7,988 Thanks: 538 Thanked 374 Times in 257 Posts Points: 127,276.75 Bank: 26,695.24 Total Points: 153,971.98 Donate	^It's hard, Val. I need your help. -CSM

05-09-2008, 08:56 PM	#6
Smarmy Vent The night is darkest just before the dawn. Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Gotham Gender: Posts: 12,671 Thanks: 728 Thanked 1,147 Times in 606 Posts Points: 170.42 Bank: 117,545.15 Total Points: 117,715.57 Donate	Well, I'm here for you, man.

05-09-2008, 08:59 PM	#7
Bomby All I Ever Wanted Was To Pick Apart the Day & Put the Pieces Back Together My Way Join Date: Jun 2000 Location: The People's Republic of Madison, WI Gender: Posts: 14,707 Thanks: 203 Thanked 459 Times in 318 Posts Blog Entries: 4 Points: 4,785.08 Bank: 1,971,248.97 Total Points: 1,976,034.05 Donate	I, Bomby, who has never even been given a chance by any of the girls he's asked out, sympathize.

05-09-2008, 10:06 PM	#8
User Name Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Some say hell, I say paradise. Gender: Posts: 6,159 Thanks: 186 Thanked 249 Times in 186 Posts Points: 1,430.93 Bank: 32,803.50 Total Points: 34,234.42 Donate	bear hugs Like Val said, if you keep a positive outlook on life and a smile on your face, even the bad things won't hurt as much. It's really hard, we've all been in a place where we feel like we're unloved, but you're never alone. People always care about you. Plus, you've got some friends here that would love to help. If you ever need to talk or to vent or a cyberhug, PM me. Keep your chin up. A smile is more attractive than a frown.

05-09-2008, 11:38 PM	#9
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X-3 Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Brigade HQ Gender: Posts: 9,068 Thanks: 265 Thanked 280 Times in 209 Posts Blog Entries: 3 Points: 6,701.10 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 6,701.10 Donate	You are not a wreck. Stop telling yourself that right now. People who are nice and give up things such as bus seats are NOT "wrecks". You'll find someone one day. Keep your head high, and, as other have said, keep a positive attitude.

05-10-2008, 09:11 AM	#12
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speed is OVER 9000 Member Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Fighten For My Friends Gender: Posts: 1,312 Thanks: 354 Thanked 38 Times in 37 Posts Blog Entries: 1 Points: 14,064.58 Bank: 0.00 Total Points: 14,064.58 Donate	CSM we have had some disagreements in the past, but I know that someone who is as awesome as you won't go through this crap much longer.

05-10-2008, 12:40 PM	#18
CuccoLady Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: insert something awkward here Gender: Posts: 4,044 Thanks: 950 Thanked 230 Times in 186 Posts Points: 14,558.01 Bank: 8.30 Total Points: 14,566.31 Donate	If you were able to do something nice like that, you are ANYTHING but a wreck. You are a REALLY nice guy who needs to have a little more confidence. Trust me-- you'll get a girl. I guarantee it. The sensible ones prefer nice guys, anyway. :]

05-10-2008, 01:09 PM	#19
Crazyswordsman RPG Mod Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Booyaville (yeah!) Gender: Posts: 7,988 Thanks: 538 Thanked 374 Times in 257 Posts Points: 127,276.75 Bank: 26,695.24 Total Points: 153,971.98 Donate	WvW: Because bars really aren't that fun if you go alone. Everyone likes to think it's all a lot of fun and games, but it's often a disappointment. You'll learn as you get older. Thanks to everyone who responded. -CSM

05-10-2008, 04:21 PM	#20
Bomby All I Ever Wanted Was To Pick Apart the Day & Put the Pieces Back Together My Way Join Date: Jun 2000 Location: The People's Republic of Madison, WI Gender: Posts: 14,707 Thanks: 203 Thanked 459 Times in 318 Posts Blog Entries: 4 Points: 4,785.08 Bank: 1,971,248.97 Total Points: 1,976,034.05 Donate	WvW: Bars are NOT a place to look for love. Not if you want a working relationship between two responsible people.